“Why do you think that sometimes they don’t stay? Is it because you left me? Is it because you didn’t stay and moved on with somebody new in your life?”, he asked. No. It’s because sometimes we find a person and we couldn’t stop falling in love and falling apart. We say that we find our little home in their huge arms, and the sight of them only makes us dream. I just have the balls to say what everyone else is thinking. We remember their starry eyes, their beautiful hazel eyes while stirring the coffee; the golden halo around it always keeping us awake.
See more I’m not sarcastic I just have the balls to say what everyone else is thinking shirt
And we paint our hopes on their skins and stay with them until the night falls and then sleep kissing them which almost feels like blood running in our mouths. And we live with this feeling even when we don’t live with the person anymore. But I’m not sarcastic I just have the balls to say what everyone else is thinking. And it’s cruel how they didn’t even mourned at our loss. And when we leave them we tell ourselves that we are not bothered by them, but it’s shattering when we realize that they have left thinking about us a long time ago. That hurts. That is cruel.
You expected me to stay when you messed it up, and I stayed. I held my tears in my palms and my broken dreams inside my heart and with a smile on my face, I told myself that love takes a lot. You apologized everytime you felt like things were falling apart, and you often said your I love you’s to hide your mistakes. Do you do it with everyone else or is it just me? Do you think some “I love you” is going to fix that? Well, I lied to myself that it fixes everything. I told myself that you are tragically flawed, but that doesn’t make you a bad person for me.