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The life you have right now is a direct reflection of what you believe you deserve. Depending on who you are and where you’re at in your life right now, that statement might piss you off or fire you up!! And here’s the real truth. The whole truth and nothing but the truth…. if you don’t like where you’re at in your life, then you’ve gotta reevaluate who you are BEING. Not what you’re doing or dwell on what you do or don’t have. It is irrelevant and will SUCK your energy. BE GRATEFUL ALWAYS. YOU ARE WORTH A DAMN. YOU DESERVE WHATEVER YOU TRULY DESIRE, but thatdoesn’t mean anything until you BELIEVE it whole-heartedly yourself.

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I recently decided to take a very hard look at who I was being. I’m currently making a conscious effort to not only rewire how I identify myself, but also become increasingly more self-aware as to WHY I keep doing certain things that repeatedly yield an unfulfilling outcome in some areas of my life. Oh I pissed you off suck it up buttercup I’m a bitch it’s what I do. For example (and this is very hard for me to share, but I believe vulnerability can be very helpful ), I haven’t been consistent in the gym for 2 years. And more recently, it got to the point where I didn’t recognize who I was being sometimes.

I know the REAL DEEP-DOWN ABBY. And I was losing touch with ME. You really start to feel this when you’re depressed and anxious and living in this fear-based state of BEING. Our Identity controls everything we do which dictates what we get out of our life. And I was DISGUSTED with my results. CHANGE can be a hard hard thing…. Especially if you don’t know the root cause of what got you where you are in the first place. Oh I pissed you off suck it up buttercup I’m a bitch it’s what I do. A takeaway from this message is to get back to your roots of who you truly are. Write down your strengths, what sets your soul on fire, what lights you up, what do you absolutely LOVE? And what gives you the most energy?

It’s what I do

Not going to lie, after a decade of grinding, right now I feel stuck in limbo on where my life is going next. I love what I do, but I feel I’ve gone as far as I can possibly go, by myself. I’m a big believer in being independent, which I’ve stuck to for all this time while also giving back to those deserving as much as possible. I’m an ambitious person, with a lot more to give but I feel those opportunities are closed. I’m unwilling to suck up to those above me to advance, which is my downfall, and always has been. But I want to ‘make it’ (if you can even call it that) by being genuine and not forcing relationships just for personal gain, which is unfortunately what the majority have no choice but to do.

I’ve sacrificed a lot of my 20’s in order to get where I am now, and in all honesty I’m so proud of where I am and what I’ve achieved, alongside my beautiful partner, Becky. However, I do regret not being able to put myself in better situations when I was at the top of my game. I had solid connections, but I didn’t pester, I didn’t push as I was afraid of pissing anyone off. Because of that, I’ve had to rebuild, in a way. It’s difficult when you’ve come this far, yet still feel as though so much potential has been wasted. For now I will keep my head held high and keep doing what I love. Although I don’t want to look back on my youth wondering if I was chasing the impossible.

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