That’s To my wife I know the distance is hard but my day starts and ends with you shirt. I’ve lost a good woman. No. I lost the love of my life. Not by any uncontrollable circumstance. But my own doing. My own actions. Until she couldn’t take it anymore. She was pure, but flawed. But she was everything that I could have ever hoped for, I just didn’t know it then. She had nothing but the best of intentions for me. And how her eyes gleamed with care and affection every time she looked at me. And I couldn’t see that then. I was too concerned of not letting her through my walls. I was living a lie my whole life. I’ve gone through a childhood that I tried to bury with lies and deceit.
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I was afraid of the world. I was afraid of what others think of me. And so I built an elaborate illusion and barricaded her out to distance myself from truly reciprocating the love she had for me. I love her. But I didn’t give her the love she truly deserves. Even the lightest arguments became all-scale war. And it was my excuse to keep pushing her back. But no matter how painful it is for her, she keeps on reaching for my hand, trying to get across, always hopeful to get through, over and over and over. But I pushed her too far. And now she’s gone. I’ve broken her. Her eyes no longer gleams.
Her smiles have already faded. And her hand is no longer reaching out. And I lost my best friend. But even in the end, she was still trying to help me face my demons. And even in our last moments, she has pieced my fragments together more than anyone in my life has ever did. I’m slowly becoming whole, but I can never have her back. Because the toll was she had to lose herself trying to find the real me. I lost my soul mate. I lost the love of my life. Get To my wife I know the distance is hard but my day starts and ends with you shirt now. Thank you!